If you sing that to "we three kings",,,, but that what entered my head.
Theres a few personal "Getting Personal " entries.
Maybe this one should be called
"Sometimes Illness is Invisible"
Heres one I wrote today :
Dont know if everyone knows what my illness involves so here goes...
Was just thinking of last two Transient Elastography tests (Fibroscans) .
First of those two fibroscan had a number of average 14 which indicated
cirrhosis.my last one showed 10.2 which is no way normal but is better,
this almost certainly due to the two tablets I take beating shit out of my
blood borne chronic virus which, btw will never leave, it'll be squashed as
long as the tablets carry on working and I can stand to take them.
Untraceable is the term they use when present, not gone, but
suppressed.The pure presence of any of it is a threat to me, and is a
contributor by its presence to fatigue, as is the damage its caused.
Aparrently 4.9 on the fibroscan is normal. So Treated as cirrhotic is what
they do now. FIBROSCAN measures disease damage by fibrosity (stiffness) check BTW.
I have a
cross check Ultrasound thing next friday is why I was thinking these
The bad boy tablets dual treatment for that bit is backed by several
supplements too. The bad boys as I call them cause fatigue too and
Yet, and this might be illogical, the main worry in my head is the bowel
disease I have, as its super disruptive at the worst of times, and
inconvienient at best. Plus theres resultant body stuff, and head issues.
Often caused by
One of those, Depression is as its diagnosed, i'm sure its
a bit more
complex. There. I Hope that lets you know a bit. The gruesome details
omitted for sanity and clarity. The Bowel/digestive thing, the blood
virus, the damage inside, the head
issues - all very serious illness. AND OFTEN *YOU* WONT SEE ANY OF