But You Don't Look Ill...

When you are fatigued through illness, illnesses, and or tablets...
Many things can get on your nerves.
The missing lighter thats actually right beside you.
The from nowhere anxiety..
The bumping into a door post that you know is there, of course its there, its always been there, but still...
The pouring of a coffee, and leaving cup at the place you poured it...
Trying to make a phone call with the tellybox remote...
The starting to write something and forgetting that of which you intended to write...
The dizzy spell in a supermarket...
The sudden cramps in places you didn't think cramps could happen...
The stab of pain where theoretically your condition shouldn't affect...
The "I'm not going to do that in case I fluff it " thing...
The coldness of a normal temperature room...
The smile and pretend you're ok thing...
The short presentation of something where you have thought about it for days...
The copious note making...
The times you ring the wrong person, say the wrong words...

And many more.
Is all part of invisible illness. We hide it so often.

Many Thanks

Jules